The world won’t
recede. Today’s
small complications,
minor irritations,
inconsequential
decisions are
magnified 1000 x
by my mind turned
stalwart nocturnal
animal with powerful
night vision. My
imagination spotlights
future funerals like
scenes on a stage.
I gaslight myself.
Any real or larger
problem is apocalyptic
in the dark. Tomorrow,
oh tomorrow,
you’ll be better,
I know, though
right now I doubt
whether, like any
of us, you’ll make it.